I am a biological and adoptive mom to five children ranging in age from 13 to 23 and wife to a great husband of 25 years. My life revolves around family, homeschooling, frugal living and learning to enjoy everyday as a gift from God. I want to be transparent in both the trials and blessings, not for my glory by God's. My heart's desire is to encourage other women to serve faithfully in their homes, loving their husbands and children, cherishing and recording the journey no matter the challenges.
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Friday, July 20, 2012
Five Minute Friday: Enough
Here are Lisa-Jo Baker's instructions for Five Minute Friday:
1. Write for 5 minutes flat – no editing, no over thinking, no backtracking.
2. Link back here and invite others to join in.
3. And then absolutely, no ifs, ands or buts about it, you need to visit the person who linked up before you & encourage them in their comments. Seriously. That is, like, the rule. And the fun. And the heart of this community..
Enough
This word prompts such mixed feelings in me. Enough. Being both a Negative Nelly and a Positive Polly, enough means two different things to me.
My first thought is that God is enough. His unconditional love, His words, commands, selflessness, forgiveness, ultimate sacrifice.
It is enough.
IT is enough.
It IS enough.
It is ENOUGH.
No matter my circumstances, my feelings or thoughts, God has given the greatest sacrifice of His son, that I might be enough.
Which leads to the Negative Nelly part of me. I never feel like I'm enough. Not a pretty enough wife. Not a good enough mother. Not a patient enough homeschool teacher. Not a focused enough follower of Christ. Not obedient enough to His will for my life.
The truth is, I can never be enough. I wasn't created to be enough. Not enough for my husband. Not enough for my children. Not enough for my friends. Not enough anything. But God is. He is my everything. He alone can fill every need, every hole, every empty space inside of me. It is His role to do that for my family and loved ones as well. Somewhere inside I have to let go and trust that He is enough.
He is enough.
He is enough.
He is enough.
He is ENOUGH.
Not just for me.
But for all of us.
LOVE this post!!! I feel exactly the same way lots of times! God has been teaching me that He is enough! We are in a state of transition...we just moved 10 hours away...and in the midst of all the newness and change...I cling to God because He IS enough!!!
ReplyDeleteI've done the moving away thing and it is so hard! But you are right, clinging to God is the only way through those times of loneliness and isolation.
DeleteOoh, yes. I, too, can get caught up in my not-enoughs, and it is going to be a lifetime of learning that He is. Amen and amen.
ReplyDeleteWhy is it we are so hard headed to learn the same things over and over? Isn't God gracious to let us practice these things :-)
DeleteBeautiful and encouraging.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing.
I hope you have a Blessed Day,
Sherry
Thank you for the kind words. Some days encouragement is difficult to find. Thanks for stopping by!
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